The truth I have not told

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I am gearing up for tomorrow—-here are the facts–first surgery didn’t turn out as planned on a cosmetic level–how can I have a problem with that since it saved my life?!
I have pain under  both at the end of the day especially if I have done a lot
I look odd
If I don’t want to look odd I have to dress around the oddness
Even if I dress around it there are very few things if I want to look utterly normal
Even crew neck tees don’t cover it up–nor turtlenecks
blouses with ruffles work and luckily they have been all the rage for the last year but really, I ask you, Am I a ruffle person? Sometimes but very minimal…
I have found a website for people with mastectomies that makes cute clothes–bought a bathing suit from them—it is adorable and they make clothes too…right or left they ask–I have to say…”both!”
So tomorrow it will all be better—a new start on a new me…now to lose the rest of the chemo weight –about 10 pounds-then my wardrobe will fit –and then lose the 10 I have wanted to lose for 5 years!!!

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