I still lie in the dark and wish it had all never happened—mostly this comes up when it is late and I am uncomfortable sleeping on my side and I feel sorry for myself–usually only lasts a few minutes as … Read More
So way back in 2009-2010, when I was going through chemo one of the things I did on day two, three and four, was watch cooking shows. I would watch Ace of Cakes with my younger daughter … Read More
So my life is moving forward—still catching every cold that comes by me but taking vits and hoping that will change. The final diagnosis was Valley Fever but they took it out of me so no one is particularly worried … Read More
How worried was I? A bit worried but truthfully I went into Monday’s surgery trying very hard to stay positive. I went into the bathroom before they started my iv and prayed to God and the United states marine Corp … Read More
I don’t have cancer–I am not a cancer patient. I don’t plan on being one again, you know? Sometimes it is hard to remember–you would think it wasn’t but I think we go into battle mode and stay there so … Read More
Monday is coming and I am –ARGHHHHH! So I send a missive out to those who read this…Pray for me and my family. I am truly not worried about anything but the recovery from what they do. I just want … Read More
I sent a prep email–you know the kind you send so all your husband has to do on the day of surgery is write one email and hit send? My friends are replying to it which is so nice and … Read More
I had a talk with a friend of mine who is going through it..emphasis on the going THROUGH it—anyway, she said, “It’s just not interesting anymore-I ‘m just not interested in it anymore” She was talking about cancer and chemo.And … Read More
sort of…It seems I have to have another biopsy visit to my lung–Everyone feels it is nothing or it is a slow infection or scar tissue. So I have to go have surgery so I can be cleared to have … Read More
Oct 9–this year I remembered it on the day which surprised me. I am taking a chemo rehab class/seminar thing–once a week for 6 weeks— My younger daughter thought she should have said something on the anniversary(cancerversary) but I don’t … Read More