Here is my life as it stands—right now–
I need to have two surgeries and a few touch ups to finish my reconstruction
—–they changed the school play to be on the day before and the day of the Revlon walk–a matinee and an evening performance
——–now the music teacher has decided to do wizard of oz with the 2nd grade(an in class sort of thing) but no one knows when–s is glinda the good witch
———and I want to have and need to have the first surgery!
I refuse to worry so I am giving it to God as I write this
——and also my housekeeper who is amazing has been sick this whole week!
I promise I am trying to laugh and remove myself from controversy!
I feel very clear now on what needs to be done about my bosom which is good–along this path of mine the decisions were really easy and took care of themselves until this part—the reconstruction—without seeing me it is hard to describe but we need to do two things—
we need to build me an interior bra as my muscles are not really holding the expanders in place–they are dropping which causes a dent at the top–this needs to be done in a surgery by itself not because the surgery is big but because my body needs to heal before the final implants are put in–so I will heal over the summer.
then we need to have a surgery to put the implants in plus a few cosmetic touchups to make it look right.
–2010 is the rebuilding year for me and I am tethered here anyway because I still have to get herceptin through an iv until the end of november–
When I am done with the rebuilding I am running to Greece for the year to live on a boat with my family and a few goats–we will make cheese and sail the Aegean selling it–