We are still In process

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in Los Angeles it is often referred to as “in development” Yikes–my right expander bit the dust on Sunday so we are trying to move my final surgery up otherwise I have to have another surgery in order to have surgery!
What is the lesson here—I shouldn’t have prayed for patience! I am being given lots of chances to develop it!
So off to gather scarves and drapey shapeless tops to take to Denver so I can look somewhat normal. And tomorrow I will try “one of those stores” again. the kind that makes me cry —a mastectomy product store. Perhaps they will be able to even me out for the weekend and weeks ahead.
I don’t want to spend money on such things–I want to save it for strappy little tops and new bathing suits—really summer summer dresses and no bras unless I am working out or want to ’cause I found a pretty one.

The tough part is knowing that when I have this surgery I will be stopped completely for a few weeks.
Right now all I want to do is go to Denver, go to my friend’s fundraiser and dream about Hawaii and snorkeling—I really want to ski again this year but that hope fled with the saline in the expander and the volleyball club.

I am hanging in there but really—REALLY???? REALLY!!!

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