Half of my last post disappeared…It was the place where I wrote about Being a Science of mind person and reading Ernest Holmes 365 daily as a source of strength. Well I guess the last post demonstrates my belief in … Read More
I have been the recipient of so many prayers and kind words…you may not feel it is enough simply to send a note and email or a comment here–I assure you, my friends, it is amazing—everyone is quick to tell … Read More
so next week I start Chemo and herceptin–have to get a port in on monday. I should be finished in early march. I should have some hair by summer. I had my first fill yesterday–on the way back to the … Read More
There isn’t a woman alive who has thought about breast cancer who has not imagined what she would do—I had a choice and I had them take both—I don’t want to worry the rest of my life—I imagined this would … Read More
I have to say the women around me with cancer are such an example in how to live in general and how to live in the face of this disease- Still wonder if they will open me up and go … Read More
so regardless of the genetic testing for the breast cancer gene–which also gives an estimate of ovarian cancer–I think I am doing both—I don’t want to go through this again– I am having the mastectomy next friday. I have three … Read More
This was written around Oct 2, 2009 probably as a journal entry—I go through bouts of –this can’t be true—just total amazment. Then sorrow then why me=—really I am clean sober eat organic don’t smoke—so really why me. I am … Read More
Here is what has been happening since: please note that prognosis and diagnosis has changed since my surgery but this is how it started and my thoughts at the time. Okay—for the record—In NJ in June I was showering and … Read More