Whoops! forgot return is not really return on a computer–so I washed my hair yesterday–clearly for the last time—I combed copious amounts of hair from my head–conditioned, gelled etc and got out of the shower. somewhere in the next 3 … Read More
This morning I have been thinking about going out bald and beautiful–make up on , nicely dressed and seeing people react to me. Am I strong enough to do that? Do I want to know?I remember touring USC with a … Read More
So here it is Tuesday and I will be hanging out at home today–I ran around yesterday and by 5 I was bushed—maybe before this I was always bushed at 5 but I didn’t give in! Now I feel free … Read More
People have started asking me questions about specific side effects–I have refused to read about side effects until I have them so there is nothing negative in my head. So I try to tune out these questions– I want a … Read More
So today I went on our elliptical trainer for 10 minutes–baked cinnamon buns–played with my kids–brushed my dog’s head–he’s a big job so I am breaking it into pieces. Luckily we have friends coming by in a couple of hours … Read More
Last night was fun–I stayed up like an adult–until 9pm. It was a “just us” thanksgiving—Funny though I found myself wanting to hesitate at the door—Then I took S’s hand in mine and we walked in. She looked at me … Read More
I am daily thankful–right now I am thankful for the good meds that allow me to feel okay today so I can celebrate with my family. And I am thankful that my mom makes the best Thanksgiving dinner. ANywhere. Ever. … Read More
So I searched around and I really shouldn’t have—Some of the cancer survivor blogs are real downers–i mean, I know what I am doing, I know how this could go but I am determined to write my own story. If … Read More